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last night I'm incredibly happy coz pikame reunion... and today we have another shocking news about junno going solo...

hmmm... tbh I'm mad... angry? feel betrayed? I dunno I just can't feel happy about it *yes I know I'm a bitch*
mostly because his reason for leaving kat-tun is 'he doesn't want to work in ent.world' and now he releasing a single... I mean we all know releasing a single is not that easy, it needs time. now I wondering if he already plan it since he left kat-tun and does kat-tun knows about this? I hope the reporter will ask them nicely *still remember kame's incident* and the second reason is kat-tun hiatus....

I feel sorry for kat-tun coz this has to happend again and they keep saying sorry to fans... I'm angry at junno coz if the kat-tun is the problem it's better to say so than 'I wanna retired from ent. world' and your timing to release single is kinda... =_=
but I also angry with myself for getting angry with junno. I mean junno has his own life and he can do whatever he wants with it. who am I? I'm nobody... I can't ask junno to don't do this/that... *slapped myself*

I thought I'm lucky enough to skip jin *leaving* part coz I'm focusing on uni entrance exam and koki's part coz my final exam. I never thought junno will be the one. I mean he left kat-tun w/o problem, even music station made farewell ep for him but now this??? ok I'm getting angry again *sigh*

I don't wanna get angry with junno seriously I don't, but for now I can't *sorry*
I think I need time to calm down so I won't say something that will hurt the other or I'll regret. as fans I don't wanna we fight each other coz seriously kat-tun is not save until they announce when they'll be back.
I hope I can be a fan that not only loves kat-tun member but also the ex... Though I dunno how long it'll take hahahahaha....

kat-tun 10Ks dvd release today \>_</
I envy to some people who already recive their dvd (T_T) and there are so many screen caps of cutie kame.... but until now I'm still struggling should I watch it or not. ugghhh... I wanna see them but I don't want it to be over... and the closing part aarrggghhhh.....
I'm scared I won't be able to move on after watching it hahahahaa....

it's been a while since my last post hahahahahaha.... Dunno what I should write, then I think I wanna write about kat-tun xD

well I never thought that I'll be this crazy over kat-tun. I mean yes I like japanese stuff since I was kid, I watched tackey and kimutaku dorama since... I dunno maybe 3rd grade or younger? *blame my sister for that* but I never know that they are Johnnys boys or what so ever.... I thought they are an actor and that's it...

in my late 6th grade I know L'arc en ciel and become a huge fan of them. I'm kind a Laruku and vk fan in my junior high. gazette, A9 etc I listened all of them and yes I admit that sometimes I thought my friends are stupid for loving JE boys that much *sorry*
sometimes my friends and I watched our fav artist DVD live together... if they came to my house we watched Laruku and if I came to heir house mostly we watched Johnnys. they know that I'm not a fan of johnnys so they got this idea to make me love johnnys...

when we watched I dunno it's summary or countdown I can't remember but I know all johnnys boys are in it. my friend asked me to choose 1 boy that I like... I dunno any of them except some news, k8 and arashi member which is my friends love and always boosting all time. I'm kinda pissed actually hahahahaaha.... but then again I tried to watch and choose. It's Kame... yup I choose kamenashi kazuya.... and my friend said "he's kame from kat-tun" then some of them laugh... well I dunno a thing about JE at that time, so I wonder do I pick a wrong member? but then I know it from a friend that kat-tun has just debuted so they still kinda newbie.

I don't think about kat-tun that much coz I still love my vk bands but it kinda pissed me of when some of my friend make fun of me for choosing kat-tun and said kame ugly (=_=) *well yeah I admit kame looks so skinny* although I know they were joking. what I hate the most is they give me that kind of senpai vibe coz their fav are kat-tun's senpai *at least if we saw it from debuted year* and I can't say a thing about it. I mean they're still a newbie so no wonder if they have less single right? but coz of this I started to listening real face then it continued to their other single and somehow I become a fan *yup you can called it karma*

then one day... the day that I won't forget came.... my friend who used to say kame ugly said she like no LOVE kame.... she said kame has become so cool and charming. I'm smiling but deep down I said "what? you just realized it now? nyahahahahahahaa....." but I think I should thanks my friend coz without them I won't be a kat-tun fan and I believe karma does exist xD

so if you're kat-tun fan, how do you know them?

                                           

they haven't on hiatus but my kokoro is already like....


some of the twitter that I stalked put some kat-tun's oldies pic, con or news... I guess I need to find some new anime or manga to fill up my heart hahahahahaa.... *put bungou stray dog and super lover on the list*
and anyone who attend kat-tun con... can't wait your repo, I'll be happy to read it xD
I almost forget... I wanna ask has kame already did his 10k interview? 0_0'

btw my playlist playing a trick on me... please from all song that I have why it played the mellow song in a row.... where's my tm revolution and l'arc en ciel song  =_=

I want fan repo for today match~~~



what do I know so far... kame + maru red team, ueda white team and that's all.... *cries*
how was the match? did kame win? aarrgghhhh stalking someones twitter is not enough hahahahahaa..... I wanna see kame's pitching (TT3TT) wait, kame is the pitcher right?????

still waiting for kat-tun's fan cam and fan repo.....
who needs sleep.... nyahahahahahahaa.....

happy 10th anniversary my dearest KAT-TUN~~~~
good luck for your con and take your time. then make a huge come back after your long hiatus
I'll be waiting for you... (*A*)9

back from a long hiatus in kat-tun fandom and now I'm searching for an old kat-tun's vid that I've missed... one thing for sure I've missed a lot of thing hahahahahhaa.... feels like there will be no end of it xD

searching this old vid lead me to the older vid like when kat-tun haven't debuted yet, something under 2006 I guess. but unfortunately most the vid are not sub (=3=) and when I found the sub one the link is not working anymore *cries a bucket*
why I have to on hiatus for so long.... *blame it on rl*
well I think I'm gonna search some more.... (*A*)9
I want to watch them in my spare time, specially hadaka no shounen *if I'm not mistaken*. Just saw it from a ripped video and the Jr's are so adorable. this is the first time I heard about hadaka no shounen hahahahahhaa.... *shame on myself*

well anyone do you have any kat-tun's vid recommendation for me? or maybe the place where to find?

happy birthday my dear tetsuya... i hope they will make your nendo this year >///<

I know it's super duper late but happy halloween



and also happy (4/11) kuroaka day~~~ >3<