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last night I'm incredibly happy coz pikame reunion... and today we have another shocking news about junno going solo...

hmmm... tbh I'm mad... angry? feel betrayed? I dunno I just can't feel happy about it *yes I know I'm a bitch*
mostly because his reason for leaving kat-tun is 'he doesn't want to work in ent.world' and now he releasing a single... I mean we all know releasing a single is not that easy, it needs time. now I wondering if he already plan it since he left kat-tun and does kat-tun knows about this? I hope the reporter will ask them nicely *still remember kame's incident* and the second reason is kat-tun hiatus....

I feel sorry for kat-tun coz this has to happend again and they keep saying sorry to fans... I'm angry at junno coz if the kat-tun is the problem it's better to say so than 'I wanna retired from ent. world' and your timing to release single is kinda... =_=
but I also angry with myself for getting angry with junno. I mean junno has his own life and he can do whatever he wants with it. who am I? I'm nobody... I can't ask junno to don't do this/that... *slapped myself*

I thought I'm lucky enough to skip jin *leaving* part coz I'm focusing on uni entrance exam and koki's part coz my final exam. I never thought junno will be the one. I mean he left kat-tun w/o problem, even music station made farewell ep for him but now this??? ok I'm getting angry again *sigh*

I don't wanna get angry with junno seriously I don't, but for now I can't *sorry*
I think I need time to calm down so I won't say something that will hurt the other or I'll regret. as fans I don't wanna we fight each other coz seriously kat-tun is not save until they announce when they'll be back.
I hope I can be a fan that not only loves kat-tun member but also the ex... Though I dunno how long it'll take hahahahaha....

Date: 2016-09-01 01:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roro_ieda.livejournal.com
OMGGGGG....u read my mind~~~ >//////////<

i feel the same too. i f***ing hate his statement "to leave ent world". i'll be totally okay if he wanted to go solo from the beginning. i just...idk. i feel sooo angry right now and i'm afraid if i said something more than this, it will hurt junno's fans.

his action is the the living proof of "jangan percaya kepada kata-kata dari seorang lelaki". hope u get the meaning. ngeee.

Date: 2016-09-01 02:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] takachie.livejournal.com
*virtual hug*
hahahahaa yes I understand it >///<

I dunno I'm speechless I never thought this is happening... now I'm trying to distract myself with kametaku duo rumor and watching tokyo bandwagon *kame+baby = calming*
i think I'm getting desperate to distract myself hahahahaha....

Date: 2016-09-02 11:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kissmegreen.livejournal.com
Junno has always been the kind of person who it's hard to get upset with... you get upset with him but then feel guilty about it, and that even upsets you more ><"

That Music Station farewell... that Tame Tabe farewell, even SCP was all touching~ if KT really knew all this we all now know, then they deserve our utter respect for keeping calm about it.

Hang in there soldier!

Date: 2016-09-02 03:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] takachie.livejournal.com
after bawling and listening kat-tun song I felt better. how could I get mad at him when his voice is harmonizing with other member and that's perfect... that's kat-tun...
but then I remember best artist,ms,scp etc so I get angry again...this happen over and over again just like a roller coaster ride hahahahaa...

if kat-tun really knew this before hand... oh god it's too much... they have been through a lot. I think I'll cry all night TT_TT
I hope I can do something for them but the only thing I can do is waiting for their return *sigh*

Date: 2016-09-03 05:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kissmegreen.livejournal.com
He really sounds good with the other members that if you're not careful, you'll forget he's no longer with them... with us.

That was happening to me too, until I started craving for 3nin, while still appreciating and loving the 6nin, 5nin and 4nin songs ^^

It's okay. Soon, all will work out!

Date: 2016-09-03 11:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] takachie.livejournal.com
yes... I need more 3nin song~~~~~
so I can get used to it and finally let go... gosh kat-tun just get back already TT_TT

Date: 2016-09-04 02:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jehanakame.livejournal.com
I understand you very well. Somehow I feel mad that I can't stay mad for long. Already I'm feeling bad for being angry at Junno. But then again I feel angry because he actually deserves all the anger so I shouldn't feel bad.
This is a roller coaster of emotion and I don't know how to make it out.

I guess I just need to let time do it for me..

It was a bit like a slap to the face when the news broke out. Before it, I kinda forgot that Junno is no longer a KAT-TUN member. I keep imagining all the 4 of them on stage, dancing, singing, doing a capela, being the best of friends, brothers. But when the news got out I was shocked. Like I finally realized that Junno is not KAT-TUN's Junno anymore. And he's his own man. And then all the rage came in, because, how dare he treated KT like that?

Somehow my mind keeps reverting back to that time when he was alone in the hospital, with his knee injury, I wonder for how long have he wanted this. Getting out of KAT-TUN and the jimusho, going solo.

I think I feel betrayed not only by his apparent action but also but my own thought about him. Because I never thought that he would ever do this. I thought he's the one who's gonna stick with KAT-TUN till the very end.

Guess I'm terribly wrong then.

I hope the 3nin KAT-TUN will come out stronger and tougher. And I hope they'll be more honest and open with themselves and with fans.

I'm sorry that I'm ranting here. Hehe
I think I have to make a post regarding my own opinion on this.

Date: 2016-09-04 07:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] takachie.livejournal.com
it's ok to rant, that's what the comment section for hahahahaha...

yeah this week felt like a roller coaster ride indeed *sigh*
I felt a lot better after a couple days but reading ueda comment last night I'm getting mad again hahahaha... I hate myself for feeling this way TT_TT
kat-tun just get back already~~~ so I can forget all of this...

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